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Filmmaker Dan Habib’s Vision on Inclusion

Before his son Samuel was diagnosed with cerebral palsy, photojournalist Dan Habib rarely thought about the inclusion of people with disabilities. Now he thinks about inclusion every day. Habib’s award-winning documentary film, “Including Samuel,” candidly chronicles the Habib family’s efforts to include Samuel in every facet of their lives. The documentary also features four other families with varied inclusion experiences, plus interviews with dozens of teachers, young people, parents and disability rights experts. In this interview with Harriet Cabelly, Dan speaks openly about what it’s like for him and his family to parent a child with a disability.

 

How has raising your family changed your life?

I think it’s made me a better person- a better parent, a better husband, a better friend. It’s made me look at the world through an extremely different lens that has allowed me to see diversity in a whole new light; to see human rights in a completely different light. It has made me appreciate the value that each person brings to our society, regardless of their ability, economic condition or social status. I knew a lot of this before. My parents were civil rights activists and I was brought up with that in mind. But there’s a difference between knowing it intellectually and experiencing it.

It’s about how you take something that is an enormous challenge and integrate it into your life so that you can continue to live a full, exciting and wonderful life, in addition to the challenges.

 

What are some of the challenges?

Having a child with a disability is very challenging, there’s no doubt about it. It’s challenging emotionally when you first learn about it and it completely turns your world upside down. It challenges your sense of what you thought the future would look like in a typical way for a typical family. It challenges your ability to cope with less sleep.

For us the biggest point of adversity has probably been the fear; coping with the fear of Samuel’s health. The fact that he does have an underlying health condition. I joke – if it was just cerebral palsy, that would be easy. But he has an underlying mitochondrial disorder which makes his health much more fragile. So when he gets sick, he gets really sick. When he gets a stomach bug, he usually ends up in the hospital. When he gets the flu, it can be life-threatening. So there’s a lot more to it than just a physical disability.

Someone will ask me how Samuel is doing. And I say there are two answers to that question. The first answer is, he’s doing theatre, he’s starring in "Fiddler on the Roof," he’s playing baseball, he’s following the Red Sox, he’s got lots of friends over, he’s started karate, he’s skiing. All true.

The other answer is, he’s having these uncontrollable movements, he’s on 15 different kinds of medicines, and he’s easily fatigued. We’re also waiting on some blood work that may give us new information on his disorder. You have to take both those answers.

 

It seems like you’ve had a positive outlook on life. Can you speak to that?

I think we have. I think the first thing is to realize that the negative is not as negative as you think. And that’s really about creating a vision for your child and your family. A very strong vision. Our vision came out of our Leadership Series at the University of New Hampshire, where we had incredible role models from all over the country showing us what’s possible: that Samuel can have an incredibly full and happy life; he can have rich relationships; he can go to college and have a great profession. That’s all possible. I think when you establish that vision, suddenly the negative doesn’t feel like such a devastating blow. That’s critical to have that vision. That gives you energy to do some things you wouldn’t feel the energy to do otherwise.

For me that leadership series I took through the Institute on Disability, which is where I work now, gave me the vision for the film; for taking my background as a documentarian and finding a way to tell a story of what it’s like to be a parent of a child with a disability, and use that experience to hopefully benefit other people; and change our school system and community.  

 

How do you continue to maintain this strong and positive demeanor?

It is truly from Samuel.  Samuel is a kid that has been through more medically than I’ve ever gone through in my whole life.  He’s had more blood work, CAT scans, MRIs, serious illnesses, at his young age than most of us have in a lifetime.  And still he wakes up every day with a smile and an optimistic outlook on the world, and kindness and compassion and a great sense of humor. That has just given me such incredible strength. He is definitely a role model for me. And he’s definitely one of the strongest people I’ve ever known in my life. Obviously I don’t mean that in a physical sense, but in strength of character and emotion and persistence. His persistence is incredible.

Staying strong as a family unit, and specifically as a couple, has been important. We work hard to even things out, to create more of a balance in how we share the many responsibilities of Samuel’s health and educational concerns.

I respond by channeling a lot of my energies into my work. It’s been healthy for me but also tricky. At first when I was working on “Including Samuel,” I almost used the film as a place to get lost, away from the daily stresses and realities and fears. My wife called it planet Dan. There were times when I was making the film that my head was so into the film that I wasn’t as connected to our family and to her as I should’ve been.

 

 

Was there a specific moment, thought or epiphany that helped guide you to a better place mentally/emotionally?

We didn’t realize he had a disability at birth. It was a gradual process. He was not hitting the developmental milestones. It unfolded over a period of time. But there was one moment I think that was the lowest point in my life, when one of his neurologists called, who we no longer work with for obvious reasons, who said, ‘I think he has mitochondrial disorder’. We didn’t know what that meant so we did what parents do now – went on Google. It said, ‘usually fatal’. And that was when I felt- anything short of this I can handle. Once you or a loved one has had a near-death experience, or in this case, a near-death diagnosis, it changes your perspective on everything. Getting Samuel up and changed and dressed and ready, doesn’t seem so bad when you think, I’m happy for this moment, this day.

 

What qualities within you help you carry on despite the challenges?

I am a very optimistic person by nature. That helps. It’s good to be optimistic, but you can’t let that create denial of some of the challenging realities. The problem is if you’re only optimistic and can’t acknowledge some of the fears or difficulties, your partner feels very alone, and so do the other kids. We realized that in terms of Isaiah, Samuel’s brother. If we weren’t honest with him about our fears and stresses, he would’ve picked those up. Kids have incredible radar.  And he might then feel all alone in feeling those fears.

There’s another big component and that is my own foundation; my foundation of what I was given as a child through my family. I had a very stable, loving and supportive family life. I had that love and support where I felt good about myself. I think that gives you energy; when you’ve been nurtured. And that gives you a positive outlook on life. You have to tap into that every day to manage these challenges.

Sometimes I feel that everything in my life kind of prepared me for this moment. Some of it is the resources I was given by other people – by Betsy (my wife), by my parents and by the experience of raising Isaiah for 3 years before having Samuel.

 

What keeps you going?

We learned to ask for help. And we learned to accept help. We realized we needed it. Samuel needs 100% of our attention most of the time. He needs someone a few steps away.

Betsy and I make sure we carve out time for ourselves. We’ve made it a priority to take care of our relationship. And also to make sure we have lots of time with Isaiah and with the family as a whole.

We have a very strong local community in Concord, New Hampshire. We are amazed at the openness and support we have received for “Including Samuel” in school and recreational activities. That’s why it makes me sad, and at times horrified, to hear about the obstacles some families face to include their child with disabilities in the most simple, basic ways. So much of what could be draining for people when you have to fight those fights every day, is not draining for us. That’s a huge factor. It’s so critical.

 

What pearls of advice do you have?

The vision – it helps sustain you. And don’t compromise because of the disability.

Communication –make time to speak openly and honestly. Try not to let that (challenge) always dominate the conversations.

Ask for help – learn to be comfortable asking. There are people who want to be there for you. You can’t sit back and hope people respond. Let people know how they can be helpful.

I hope this is the greatest challenge we ever face. I hope I’ve already faced the hardest part of it. In some ways my life is richer and happier than it would’ve been otherwise. I appreciate every moment.

Dan Habib
Dan
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Dan Habib is the father of Samuel, a child with cerebral palsy, and the director and producer of “Including Samuel,” a documentary about his family and their efforts to include Samuel in every facet of their lives. The film has been screened at universities, national conferences, public television stations and independent theatres across the country. “Including Samuel” has also been featured on NPR’s “All Things Considered,” Good Morning America, as well as in The Washington Post and The Boston Globe. The film won the Positive Images in Media award from TASH, an international group committed to the full inclusion of people with disabilities. Dan is a Filmmaker in Residence at the Institute on Disability at the University of New Hampshire (UNH). Prior to joining UNH in 2008, Habib was the photography editor of The Concord Monitor. His freelance work, including extensive documentary work in China, has appeared in prominent news outlets, including Time, Newsweek, Life, Mother Jones and The New York Times. Habib has been named New Hampshire Photographer of the Year six times. He has also been a judge of Pulitzer Prizes, Pictures of the Year, Best of Photojournalism and White House News Photographer’s Association.